Feb 24, 2012


I hope I can stop this naive thinking that make me feel shame. Do not just like a baby ask for candies.

Don't know how to say. Sometimes feel I was always waiting and waiting. I told myself that's not a big deal. But  I can't prevent dark thinking filling up my mind. So I think I should leave until I put down my ugly and fear thinking . And use normal mind to get along with others.  Not jealous, excessive expect, criticism or other something. I know that idea around my head and almost to be a demons. Wish I can be a fool then I won't think too much and I'll keep trying hard without doubt.
Should not blackmail others compassion. I know that's not fair. I wish I truely know...

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